Posted by twistedsoul on 2013/11/02 under Uncategorized I push u away n don’t know why n I break your heart without trying I start fights without cause or intention n I make you hate me with ease I cause you to suffer with no effort n I hurt you with not even a thought but in my head I’m screaming at myself to stop pushing you away n I’m begging the one breaking your heart to go away n I’m yelling at the one starting the fights and asking why n I curse the bastard making you hate me n I’m crying out for that f***er to stop making you suffer n the whole time I watch the most precious thing in my life slip through my fingers like water n its killing me as I watch you drift further n further away from me on the ocean of life…I need my heart and I keep calling out to you but I feel I’m not making a sound n as I struggle to find my voice I hope beg pray n plead to any God or goddess that’s willing to hear me that by the time I can truly call out so u can hear me that ur not too far out to hear me…..please don’t drift too far my love:'(